Just needed to get this out.

’m so unhappy. I’m literally on the verge of tears right now. All my friends are starting senior year tomorrow and I just wish that I was one of them. I want to go to homecoming and the football games. I want to still be in high school. I want to go to prom. I miss having a social life. I see all these pictures and so many people I know seem so happy and I am doing nothing with my life. I tested out of highschool. It was because they told me I wouldn’t be able to graduate. It wasn’t because I wanted to start college.

Right now I’m living in Alaska. Thousands of miles away from everyone I care about. I was supposed to start college yesterday. I had my classes, I had my ID, I was prepared. But now I had to drop out because we couldn’t afford it. I don’t have a job, I have no friends here. I am sitting home doing nothing with my life. I am so depressed. All my friends are moving on, they’ll forget about me. I would too. I just want my life back. Just a few months ago I was so happy. Now I’m left with nothing. I am so sick of sitting here and doing nothing with my life. I can’t even pretend that I’m happy anymore. I can’t even lie to myself anymore.

I don’t even know how to end this, but I really needed to get this out because I have no one else to talk to.

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alaskism:

I wonder…

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charissej0y:

No.
upper-stories:

assortedstufffuckyeah:

bobdobalina:

Some men just want to watch the world learn.

They’re like the Avengers of learning. 

“I have an army.”
“We have Bob Ross.”

upper-stories:

assortedstufffuckyeah:

bobdobalina:

Some men just want to watch the world learn.

They’re like the Avengers of learning. 

“I have an army.”

“We have Bob Ross.”

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brony-stark:

lebanesetana:

shimatsuken:

fffcuk:

why are girls like “oh it’s december i need a boyfriend to keep me warm” no you can buy a coat like the rest of the single people

or make a winter coat out of someone’s skin

what

#boy that escalated quickly

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g-0-l-d-e-n:

Hi